Wednesday, May 11, 2005.

i'm torn into pieces.



aiyaiyai.i still decided to blog after this is my third attempt trying to blog and the fucking computer shut downa fucking three times.sorry if i am vulgar,i just ain't feeling right.
shit.i forgot what i wanted to say.
forget it.
i just realised that loads of new songs just came out.earcandy.
behind these hazel eyes;oh;she's no you;hollaback girl;jerk it out and blah blah.
i know i will do badly this time for exams.
its true,i haven't been studying a lot.once i come back home,watch tv,sleep eat,revise a lil and nth else.
wow,so much for wanting to get a a1.
everytime i see the paper i go like fuck.
i dunno why,i just can't seem to concentrate,one min i'm here and 1 min i'm there.
today's chin was horrid,i just stared at the paper blankly,like as if it were alien.
that's cos i didn't study.
shit.
yesterday's lit was horrible,just bullcrap around.
tuesday's science was ok.
monday's geog was disgusting.
i seem to hate chin now,i think its becos of our revolting chin tcher.
never teach and whole day smile like a horse.
no offence.
sunday i just mugged for geog la,and it turned out that geog was so damn bloody difficult.
had no tennis trng.
sautrday studied with my dear cheryl.ya then went for badminton.
i am so honoured.
jj and dawn used my name for the compos!
lmao,i just love them.
friday we had half day.
then we were all having last min revision.
for math then when i turned my head pearly and the others were gone.
ahaha.magic.
then went to look for ms sang. with andrea and chin hwee.
found out we had a lot more to study.
call call call the others until my ear was red.
then went to white sands to repair my phone.
when i went there my phone was alright but when i got back home my phone just blanked out.
sheesh,i hate my fuckingphone.
i forgot what happened on thurs.
wednesday was ok.
assembly was ok.
we had ms sng back and mr ong is like gone.
and on tues i just remembered that chinhwee andrea and me went to look for ms sng bout lit essay.
stood there for bout like 1 hr.
lit sucks.
mon was a holiday.
studied with cheryl again.
sunday we had tennis trng,then after tht went to dawn's lace for beabea's bday.
happy bday beabea.
saturday i was just fooling around in cheryl's hse bcos the study room was full.
played xbox then i did sth to myself.
i felt so naked and you were still lmaoing.
stupid cheryl.
fri we had chin compo and english compo.
i hate writing bullshit stories,i really do.
i forgot what happened on the following days back.
i have short term memoery loss.
maybe its bcos of the pain i am feeling now.
so painful;i feel like riping my heart out and bleed to death.
sigh.
i feel the pain and the stress.
oh ya,HAPPY BDAY BARNEY!
and we won $10 hmv voucher for the slogan thing.
thanks da gu.
you did it!

8:08 PM
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